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The Cage is Great

Nico: But first, we gotta bust you out!
Blu: What?
Pedro: Yeah! I’m a pop that cage open like a soda can.
Blu: No!
[Pedro tries desperately to break the metal bar on the cage Blu’s in]
Blu: No! No! That’s okay.
[Pedro, exhausted, stops pounding the metal bar]
Nico: You call that poppin”?
Pedro: Wooh! This thing’s robust!
Blu: No! No! No! Guys, really! I’m fine. The cage is great. Love the cage.
Nico: Oh, well. Suit yourself.

I was out a little while ago, without Jasmyn, and this was the only thing that fit into the timing I had available.

I thoroughly enjoyed it, not looking for anything but to check out for a little bit of time.  The news of my cancer and diabetes was fresh and I just wanted to go someplace else.

Within a few minutes of the opening credits there was a divine appointment that was delivered from the mouth of a blue talking bird on a screen.  I love how God uses the ordinary to speak into me.  I was cracking up because it was so cute and then I heard the whisper in my heart that said “How often are you here” and “how many times have I delivered you from there”.  Up until the last few years of my life, before I started the recovery process, I LOVED MY CAGE and the addictions and hang ups that constructed it.  I know where my cage is (I would like to think that means the door is open) and when I am getting ready walk back in and celebrate in it.

I have had a lot of time to just meditate on the good things God has blessed me with since that little appointment and I am grateful for a spiritual family that blesses my socks off when I need it and don’t know it.  I have loved the lighthouse along the way back home, as their faces roll through my mind I am reminded of the strongholds they helped me through.  Provision in this time of uncertainty.  I am grateful for the peace that has come into my life as a result of the people who have taught me other ways to handle anger and disappointment.   I don’t always get them right and I have not always been perfect in application process. However as a result  there is less insanity in my life.  No my circumstances haven’t changed overnight, I am learning how to lean into God in my uncertainty because He is by far more faithful to me than I have been to him.

A little while after I saw that I read this in a study I was doing:

Our experience with abandonment and unwanted change are crisis moments when we must decide whether or not to leave behind the life that is gone forever.  We can do that only if  we believe in the ongoing creativity of God, who brings light and beauty to the dark chaos of our losses in life. ~ Craig Barnes (When God Interrupts)

Do you know your cage, do your bars have names as well?